Some.. things came out, during the flower disease. It didn't help that it all started happening around when we'd normally have Valentine's day, so I was already thinking about that sort of thing. He helped me admit to something I've been in denial about for a really long time, something that almost killed me, even after talking to you. Then he stayed with me the whole night at the clinic instead of just leaving me there.

I guess it made me feel... closer? But if it is love then I can't tell him. Not until he's ready to say it first. Otherwise I think he might push me away.

[It's Complicated.]