Three of them, really... but right now, mostly the one.

[Natsume toyed with his own glass, an apple-honey something or other with no alcohol.]

I think I've seen it in others, but they were always.. painful, or sad. Where at least one of them knows they're going to outlive the other by a really long time. Sometimes it feels painful when I look at him and imagine if he were to disappear and not come back. Is that what love is supposed to feel like?