[It was how suddenly they came on, how unwelcome it all was. Sadness like a needle to the heart, old grief like a bone that never healed right. It was always his, but-]
Just because they're mine doesn't mean I wanted them. They shouldn't be allowed to do that, feelings- something internal like that shouldn't be able to just sneak up on you. How any of you people live with this is absolutely beyond me.
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[It was how suddenly they came on, how unwelcome it all was. Sadness like a needle to the heart, old grief like a bone that never healed right. It was always his, but-]
Just because they're mine doesn't mean I wanted them. They shouldn't be allowed to do that, feelings- something internal like that shouldn't be able to just sneak up on you. How any of you people live with this is absolutely beyond me.