Something like that. This is not going to be something I get used to overnight. I don't think. I've been dealing with the outbreak for eight years now. So. It's been a while.

[Half her life. She got a little of her childhood. Some memories. Before everything changed. She isn't sure if that is better or worse that she knows what it was like before. That she has that to miss and compare to. In comparison to AJ who grew up never knowing any different.]